Chris Webby - Middle Ground (Explicit)

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[00:11.24]Yeah this is for all the happy rappers
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[00:14.07]Who have real nice deals
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[00:16.46]And have no idea what it's like to work this hard and still break even
[00:20.20]Yeah I'm aware I'm a little nuts and I know I'm a headcase
[00:23.58]Unpredictable moods are the toll that the stress takes
[00:26.29]I carry the worlds weight until my shoulders and neck ache
[00:28.98]My sanity be going down hill like a sled race
[00:31.58]All day my legs shake like a nervous tick
[00:33.74]This Adderall don't work for sh*t it only gives me thoughts that got me worried sick
[00:37.21]Feelings are so bottled up the cork is decomposing
[00:39.70]That if this sh*t got opened it would cause a d**n explosion
[00:42.19]With overflowing emotions that I kept push down
[00:44.70]Like it was someone I was trying to drown I know it now
[00:47.55]I'm a little tightly strung and see I know I need to find a doctor
[00:50.47]And a therapist and a shimen who got some miro oscar
[00:53.41]'Cause surviving in this game is full of irratance
[00:55.25]It's got me wondering if I'll make it my greatest fear is this
[00:58.59]So when you hear my sh*t you'll hear the hunger
[01:00.68]As I'm trying to stay financially afloat and keep appearances
[01:03.93]'Cause I've been in this middle ground people say I made it
[01:06.51]But there's so many that still don't know what my name is
[01:08.84]It's hard to get a grasp on where I stand up in this game
[01:11.35]All I know is I wouldn't be this broke if I was famous
[01:14.24]Sh*t I'm almost thirty and still I feel like such a mess
[01:17.07]I added fuel to the fire 'til I had nothing left
[01:19.94]Under stress with a life full of emptiness
[01:22.44]Giving my all and not a penny less
[01:24.22]In this middle ground wondering if I'm going to ever blow
[01:27.32]Middle ground tearing at the fabric of my soul
[01:29.96]Middle ground feeling like I'm stuck up in the whole
[01:32.64]These insecurities follow every where I go
[01:35.29]Middle ground feeling like I'm barely getting by
[01:37.81]Middle ground second guessing why I even try
[01:40.62]Middle ground all I know how to do is survive
[01:43.18]So mad that I wanna scream so sad that I wanna cry
[01:46.33]I'm sick of felling like I still got sh*t I gotta prove to you
[01:48.91]What I gotta go on Sway again for a salute from you
[01:51.40]Go pull some dumb publicity stunt shot by a movie crew
[01:53.97]Just to be in the same conversation of all these newer dudes
[01:57.12]All my life I've been fighting to be accepted
[01:59.36]And when I'm not I can't help but to be affected
[02:01.90]Unfairly percepted people making assumptions
[02:04.38]Off my Melatonin levels and the state that I'm rapping
[02:07.00]Like I'm some kind of spoiled one percenter go and get the facts
[02:10.19]Sh*t I'm the product of a hard working middle-class
[02:12.85]Just 'cause I wasn't busting a pistol or flipping crack
[02:15.34]Doesn't mean I don't got a story worthy of written raps
[02:18.10]I'm getting by though there's Kibble up in Moose's dish
[02:20.81]It's better than it use to be but see the truth is this
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[02:23.92]I re-invest almost everything into this music sh*t
[02:25.94]You think I'd still live at my parents if I was rich
[02:28.37]Really See I'm just trying to keep my business intact
[02:31.06]My sanity come second to these lyrics that I rap
[02:33.64]Chain smoking from stress but at ten dollars a pack
[02:36.17]I'm killing myself I'm killing my pockets with every drag
[02:38.99]F**k it I'ma keep on pushing though because I deserve the glory
[02:42.02]I got an army of fans that would murder for me
[02:44.32]I do this sh*t for them until the whole planet has heard my story
[02:47.30]Reporting live from Purgatory
[02:49.02]In this middle ground wondering if I'm going to ever blow
[02:52.15]Middle ground tearing at the fabric of my soul
[02:54.83]Middle ground feeling like I'm stuck up in the whole
[02:57.52]These insecurities follow every where I go
[03:00.15]Middle ground feeling like I'm barely getting by
[03:02.67]Middle ground second guessing why I even try
[03:05.45]Middle ground all I know how to do is survive
[03:08.04]So mad that I wanna scream so sad that I wanna cry
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