[00:37.727]Verse 1: [00:41.787]i have become the one i used to hate [00:43.766]我行我素不计后果不管错与对 [00:46.319]心中住了魔鬼虚荣心不停作祟 [00:48.923]不为爱我的人着想 [00:50.442]思维开始停止换位 [00:52.077]大手大脚花钱如流水理由编的天花乱坠 [00:54.662]心中魔鬼煽风点火hater觊觎我的皇位 [00:57.100]but i know i am just a nobody [00:59.307]赚钱不就为了衣着光鲜平淡生活变得够华丽 [01:02.463]还有我的脾气暴我的爱人让我学会情绪管理 [01:05.518]但是每次吵架据理力争她的告诫我都忘记 [01:08.417]总是安慰自己只要相爱一切都没关系 [01:11.080]now i know i am blinded by my ego [01:13.316]look at all the damages i done only she knows [01:15.533]希望她不会想我一样记仇 [01:17.733]我是带着面具的小丑爱钻牛角尖 [01:20.696]期盼我的舞台表演能够一直最耀眼 [01:24.266] [01:31.924]Verse 2: [01:42.289]this is my confession [01:44.312]讲过戒jiu戒完又饮饮完又戒 [01:46.996]what i have i become 不算圣人亦不够坏 [01:49.379]我既缺点太多总是选择冷战 [01:51.536]连对待情感方式亦都开始变得简练 [01:54.740]spend more time with u [01:56.012]i ignored how u feel [01:57.369]就连自己个女都话daddy有点无顺瞧 [01:59.738]daddy 开始变得有D懒 [02:01.277]daddy仲系甘贪玩 [02:02.702]但系daddy有时间玩手机点解唔时间陪我 [02:05.212]又话写首歌俾我 [02:06.635]但系结果一直拖 [02:07.993]sometimes i cant get what i want [02:09.543]i feel kinda lost [02:10.385]looking back what i have done what have i become [02:13.247]chasing the rap dream but nowadays i feel kinda numb [02:16.029]虽然已经改掉习惯半途而废 [02:18.679]不过做音乐难揾钱难改变时势 [02:21.405]只想好好改变自己 为爱我既人 [02:24.072]在当下 学会自制