NF - HAPPY 完整歌词及解析

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[00:00.00]HAPPY - NF
[00:01.08]Lyrics by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

[00:02.47]Composed by：Tommee Profitt/Nate Feuerstein

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[00:06.60]Dear God please

[00:08.91]
[00:10.82]Hear me out I know it's been a couple years

[00:14.30]
[00:15.52]Since I've reached

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[00:19.87]Out and said hello I bet you're wondering

[00:23.22]
[00:24.77]Why I keep

[00:26.99]
[00:28.69]Obsessing on and stressing all the little things

[00:32.47]
[00:33.76]When I should be

[00:36.93]
[00:38.04]Living life and soaking up the memories

[00:41.59]
[00:42.54]I know I've been selfish I have

[00:46.94]No excuse to give you it's true

[00:50.50]
[00:51.49]Hanging by a thread's how I live

[00:55.91]I don't know why but I feel more comfortable

[00:59.63]
[01:00.46]Living in my agony

[01:03.12]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't

[01:08.64]
[01:09.55]Care what anyone else thinks

[01:12.15]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

[01:17.61]
[01:18.56]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

[01:22.26]
[01:22.93]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[01:26.77]
[01:27.40]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine

[01:31.23]
[01:32.21]Who I'd be if I was happy

[01:35.87]Yeah been this way so long

[01:37.47]It feels like something's off when I'm not depressed

[01:39.63]I got some issues that I won't address

[01:41.98]I got some baggage I ain't open yet

[01:44.22]I got some demons I should put to rest

[01:46.58]I got some traumas that I can't forget

[01:48.69]I got some phone calls I've been avoiding

[01:51.01]Some family members I don't really connect with

[01:53.24]Some things I said I wish I would've have not let slip

[01:55.55]Some hurtful words that never should've left my lips

[01:57.77]Some bridges burned I'm not ready to rebuild yet

[02:00.07]Some insecurities I haven't dealt with yes

[02:02.29]I'll be the first to admit that I'm a lonely soul

[02:04.71]And the last to admit I need a hand to hold

[02:06.96]Losing hope heading down a dangerous road

[02:09.23]Strange I know but I feel most at home when I'm

[02:12.13]
[02:12.91]Living in my agony

[02:15.65]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't

[02:20.86]
[02:21.93]Care what anyone else thinks

[02:24.51]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

[02:30.07]
[02:31.01]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

[02:34.72]
[02:35.43]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[02:39.15]
[02:39.93]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine

[02:43.72]
[02:44.75]Who I'd be if I was happy

[02:48.35]
[02:50.48]Don't know what's around the bend

[02:53.40]
[02:54.99]Don't know what my future is

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[02:59.36]But I can't keep on living in

[03:03.12]
[03:07.38]Living in my agony

[03:10.09]Watching my self-esteem go up in flames acting like I don't

[03:15.46]
[03:16.30]Care what anyone else thinks

[03:18.90]When I know truthfully that that's the furthest thing from how I

[03:24.44]
[03:25.35]Feel but I'm too proud to open up and ask you

[03:28.98]
[03:29.75]To pick me up and pull me out this hole I'm trapped in

[03:33.46]
[03:34.22]The truth is I need help but I just can't imagine

[03:38.06]
[03:39.11]Who I'd be if I was happy

[03:42.67]
[03:50.18]If I was happy

[03:51.84]
[03:59.11]If I was happy